How we Knew Each Other

one evening in december 2005 my bestfriend and I texted each other, those time she asks me if i will stroll in gym to watch time to shine, and I replied yeah and why?she said, she got a textmate and the guy was already in the gym. she asks me a favor to meet the guy. But I refused her to meet the guy,coze i really dont have any idea about the guy that she wanted me to meet. she gave the guy's # to me and she gave my # to the guy. the guy first texted me asking if i knew angel? and i replied yes !she's my bestfriend and why you know her? he said she's my txtmate and she told me to meet you so that she can get an idea about my personality from you. and then i said "ah ok" we started texting each other , when the time come that he decided to meet me, i do many foolished things to him,coze im not prepared to meet someone whom i really dont know yet. And finally i decided to meet him, i really dont know what will i say to him, only "hi" came out in my mouth. and i asked him if his name was ______.hehehe!after saying that i told him that i have to go,i feel so ashame with him( baw ano hahahaaha). so when im home already , i texted my bestfriend, i told her that her txtmate was so very fat and dark..heheehehe!and she replied oh really????so how's his image??? i told her "k lang" morning comes the guy texted me Gud morning Miz Josephine How r u?i replied him "k lang" I was shocked that he remembered to txt me, coze it doesnt came my mind that after we meet we will still be txting each other, coze what's on my mind was that Im very ugly person that guys will mind me, we became friends, he start asking about my lovelife,my study and more,and my bestfriend knew that.when he found out that i dont have bf he started courting me , but i dont mind him, coze im not sure if he was serious about what he said, coze the end of his text was have "hahahaha" and i hate reading hahaaha everytime he texted me...and also because those time i dont have feelings with him because of his fatty body and so very darky!!!hehehe, he dont stop courting me eventhough sometimes i dont have time to entertain him. 8 months after i accept him as my bf , coze i feel pity to him. but not mean i fall inlove with him. i accept him just for a try , and im not serious with our relationship. all i knew his my bf only in text. and we knew each other only in text. he always wants to see me everytme we text each other.and i do many reasons and alibis to him so that i couldnt saw him and he understands me.we decided to swap our #s. i fall inlove with him finally, and my relationship with him grow stronger,we always keep reminding our promises.he decided to work abroad, eventhough his far from me, but still his loved lived in me, we dont stop communicating each other , we always update each other about the challenges both of us.but 3 months after he decided to go home coze of his work, its so hard to him to adjust. i cant explained what really my reaction when i heard what he said. i dont know if im happy or what,happy to saw him again or disappointed to his decisions coze he waste the opportunity. but theirs nothing i can do with his decisions is that to let him back. and now he tried to apply in abdoad again. hehehehe!!!!